I fed your hungry...I eased your pain...
I brought you to your knees to pray there in vain..
Don't count on something you may never see...
A rage of angels coming down on me..
Look into my eyes..would you sacrefice
for the things you believe..
Did you feel the pain when the prophets came
And they left you to bleed..
When you fall to pray on that judgement day....
Who's face will you see..
And When will your savior send the rage of angels
Down On me?
JIGSAW MAN.
The darkness comes to light...your vision takes control
You stare into my eyes...but cannot see my soul..
Smile of the angels hides inside the heart of the beast
This puzzle takes its form..so slowly piece by piece
I'll be your tears of rage when you are all cried out...
I'll be the love you made inside the sea of doubt....
I'll be your agony...I'll be you your closet friend
I'll be your jigsaw man...I'll be your jigsaw man
Am I a stranger or am I someone you know..
You'll beg to hold me or..You'll pray I let you go..
The pieces of my soul lay scattered at your feet..
Put them together now and tell me what you see...
When Jenny Died
Poor little Jenny...At Nine she tired of life
The demons haunt her...when mommy turns out the light
Trapped in her sorrow and pain sometimes she feels so alone..
Tonight the darkness...It came to carry her home
So they slapped on some makeup...put a smile on her face
Dressed her in satin with a pillow of lace..
And they told her mother she was in a better place..But they lied
When Jenny Died..
I Voices inside her.....They'd whisper "all hope is gone"
smetimes she'd wonder just why she ever was born...
scars on her body and soul match the scars on her mind...
A child of darkness...forever lost to the night
SACRED..
I survived all the sleepless nights
When your memory came to call..
And I'd see your face in every shadow on my wall...
Trapped in this kingdom of the blind I could not see..
The forces tearing us apart..
I held on as my dreams lay dying at my feet...
And I held you sacred in my heart...
I held you sacred in my heart..
There were times when I could not find
The strength to speak your name..
and I'd take the razor to my wrists to ease the pain..
The world without you grew too dark to find my way...
Guess I was lost here from the start...
I'd gladly live through all this pain and prayed you'd see..
I held you sacred in my heart..
I held you sacred in my heart..
And so I write these final words before I go...
Though I'm not here I'm never far...
When you awake today please try and understand...
I held you sacred in my heart...
I held you sacred in my heart...
LUCIFER RISING
Well I feel like giving in to the evil inside me...
Driving down the road...got the devil beside me
Call me your disease..I'm an unholy roller
Time to sink or swim now so move it on over...
No more running...No more hiding
Turn me loose..Lucifer rising
Well its time to see the world through the eyes of the wicked...
And I don't want any cures..I wanna bathe in the sickness
Cause I've never had a prayer that has ever been answered...
Eating at my soul like an unholy cancer..
No more running...no more hiding
turn me loose...Lucifer rising
IN MY HEAD
Same story time after time...
I give my soul just to find...
You say I'm better alone...
I think inside you should know...
Theres no running away from these games that we play...
Still you say this is all in my head...
And you never believe what you're doing to me..
Can't you see this is all in my head...?
I'll never leave you alone...
Drive by your house when your home...
Some things can't be left behind...
And I know someday you'll be mine...
BLASPHEMY
A storm it is rising..Inside this river of doubt
The rage of the angels has brought this madness about..
The sins of the savior....something you never believe
Come to me..I call you... Come here and spread the disease
Blasphemy...
The rightous and holy..who lead a life free of blame
are dancing in hades.....inside a river of flames...
The sins of your savior...something you'd never believe
Come to me..I call you...Come here and spread the disease..
Blasphemy...
FEEL MY PAIN
I hear the echoes of sadness...Its cold inside of this tomb
And no light shines on this cradle of darkness..A child inside of its womb..
I never asked for your pity..I cast my pearls before swine
now here I wait for the rapture to find me.....
Its such a waste of my time...
Do you remember Abel and cain...?
Somebody feel my pain...
A stranger buried in shadows..no flowers grow on my grave
And in my mind I can see all the madness..A soul nobody could save..
I've spilled the blood of the angels..I've lived a life full of sin..
Now here I sit in this purgatory.. waiting for hell to begin
DROWN...
Waiting for this pain to fade..It hasn't happened yet..
And I'n drowning slowly in this sea of my regrets..
Some things were just never meant to fade away...
But now its all over...
We've said all we can say..
I feel it ...Inside me..
In your heart Im lost and never found..
I know its...Forever.....
But If your words were water...
I would drown...
DYING DAY
Can you hear the echo of my voice in your brain..?
Has this life of torment left you numb to the pain..?
Through soulless eyes you stare into the abyss...
And say your final prayers for those who exist...
Hello..today...Will be your Dying day.
I know..today...will be your dying day
You hold the tool to end this game in deaths grip...
The bitter taste of steel so cold on your lips...
You've made your choices now you've chosen your fate...
So take your final breath and blow it away..
WEIGHT OF THE WORLD
I lived A life with no limits...I never had no regrets
So many times I remember..The things I swore I'd forget
But I can feel it inside me...A change that I cant control...
No mask I wear could disguise me..Its burning into my soul
I feel the weight of the world on my shoulders
Could this be Heaven or Hell...Well I just don't know
I feel the weight of the world on my shoulders..
Its like I'm under a spell...and I can't let go...
So many hearts that I've broken...I never cared in the least
She wears the mark of the angels...I wear the mark of the beast
And theres a halo above herThat I could never corrupt...
I have no reason to love her...But I just can't give it up
DEVILS LULLABYE..
Listen close my darling...can you hear the sound..?
The houses of the holy...singing for you now
I can hear the angels...Calling out your name
They've come to take you home now.
And save you from the pain...
Now I lay you down to sleep..
And pray the lord your soul to keep..
Hush my darling, don't you cry....
It is the devils lullabye..
When you were just a baby..I held you in my arms
I wiped away your sadness.....And kept you safe from harm
Now I hear the angels..calling out your name..
They've come to take you home now..
and save you from the flames...